I know I've gained weight, no one really had to say anything. I can tell when I look at myself in the mirror and every morning when i put my clothes on for work. I know a lot of people would say that they can't really see it or whatever but looking back at some of my pictures and videos I recorded in the last couple years, it's visible. I think it maybe just work and lack of sleep I don't know what it is that make me just go on a food binge after work. Work has been putting so much weight on my shoulders and it's not the work or the people there, it's upper management. They're just making us do some ridiculous things and making everybody just hate working there. I remember back a couple years that job use to be fun to go to I was happy going to work but now with all the changes they have implemented it's just not great.I guess the reason why I'm writing this entry is because on Friday at work, a co-worker just was walking by and bluntly said "Otis you need to start losing weight." I have to say it completely threw me off, I know he wasn't trying to hurt me or anything but DAMN how could anyone just go around telling people that? I guess it's almost a reality check for me, I would use to like buying clothes but I haven't bought any new clothes because in my head it was like I was admitting and accepting that i have gained weight. (Sad... I know...) Well, I'm going to try to change my diet and start doing more physical activities. Maybe I'll do more outdoor activities once it gets to Spring... I don't know.
