So it has come to my attention that I acted like a fool this last Thursday when I went out for drinks. I remember going there but most of the night I don't seem to remember a lot what's going on. I'm a complete asshole when I'm THAT drunk and I don't know what has caused me to act that way because things that people said I have said just doesn't add up. I know when you're drunk it seems like the whole truth comes out but seriously, what I expressed to people is really not what I really felt about them or even close to it. I kind of remember being a dick to this one person but I just think I didn't get along with that person to begin with but for me to start attacking other people that I was close to really made me upset at myself.
I do drink a lot, that's no lie. I don't think I have a drinking problem because I can go through days without a drink and be fine. I guess I should cool it down drinking that excessively though because I can really hurt someone that I truly wouldn't want to hurt. I don't know what was up with that night how I attacked everyone around me, I just don't see it making sense of what I was told that I said to people when no where in my mind I thought that about them privately in my head... It was like I was another person or something. The only thing I can really do is apologize for any mishaps.
