Started my new job today...

So even though I got some information from the interviewer and my supervisor about what the position entails. I went into work today and still have no idea what it really is. I mean I somewhat understand the process but I don't know what I'm to do there because it seems like everyone does everything but only on certain days. It's kinda weird how they work together, I mean I'm all cool for teamwork but it's like they do it with not too much communication with each other, I don't know I'm sure I'll get how it all works out.

The day started off kind of awkward because I believe that the temp agency didn't let their representative at the job site know I was coming in today. I wasn't on her "list" so she contacted the office and found out yes indeed I am suppose to be there. After finally getting up to the department I was in I got a little info on the job and started following this guy around all day. I did some filing of checks, stapled some papers together, and open up mail. That was pretty much the whole day... Yup.

I feel like I'm just interning there but I'll just wait for all my logins and junk so I get to start working.

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BTW - You guys watching Glee? That show is dope!

California, Work, Relationships.

California...
Okay... The California thing, I guess I have a little off my back just a tad... My sister is now planning on moving out there after Christmas because of a little financial issues and she gets to stay here with the family during the holidays. I am so relief actually because I would be able to start a higher paying job and actually have time to save money to move out with her. I was going crazy not being prepared but really wanting to move out on time with her but now I have some time to just work my way getting to where I want to be financially before heading out west.

Work...
I hate that I'm still working for the company I'm with, our department has closed down and instead of getting severance pay that we should have gotten we are all transferred to another department that is not at all close to what we originally applied for. There's no way of getting severance pay because they had another job available and if we don't take it we don't get severance or unemployment. What my plan is at this time is just go through that training class they have set up for us and try my hardest getting another job before actually having to do the actual work, at least get paid for just sitting my ass for 2 and half weeks you know? I've got some interviews in and now waiting for some response... I'm really not the greatest on interviews I usually just choke up and don't know what to say, hopefully they can just look at my resume and use that over my interview.

Relationships...
I'm not in one actually and I'm not really looking for on at this time in my life, but what I like to have is just a great amount of quality friends before actually leaving to California. I know I'm planning on moving anyway but I need good people to support my move and to keep me grounded and know where I came from if I get to "California" or something. I'm an Iowa boy as much as I don't like to admit it and complain about hating it. I'm not the typical stereotype of being raised in a farm and like corn, but this is where I know I'll be accepted at. If I fail in life I know I can come back to the people that I love and love me back.

I Kinda Miss it...

I miss what I had before, things have changed and it's awkward at times. I kind of wish what was needed to be done should have been handled differently, because now it's changed and not for the better. I'm always open to changes, why would you want to live a boring life you know? I can't really do much about it now though because what's done is done and all I can do is live with it. Live with the awkwardness it comes with. Just wanted to say that I do miss what I had and I hope for the best that it can somehow down the line to be back the way it is...