I don't know just bloggin'

Right now it's Friday or I mean Saturday I guess... and I'm a little tipsy right now. I got off of work a couple hours ago so I didn't have the time to really go out I hate these hours I can never work nights I'll miss all the going out and junk... well I don't know what to really say right now well that chick that I've been talking about who I kinda have been seeing and her boyfriend beat her seems like she's happy where she's at with her relationship and have been kinda not talking much to me anymore since I've kinda told her off about how stupid she is how she's still with him and how she needed to leave. Girls are stupid I swear sometimes! Some are just desperate for attention and even if it's a bad kind they crave for it. I don't know I'm not interested anymore with helping out I don't give a shit if she wants to stay in that relationship go ahead it's not like I didn't try to help out. Well I don't know what I'm to do with this it's going to be awkward seeing her when I do... Life sucks I think I'm about to go in my despression that I had a year ago (I haven't really been diagnose for depression but I felt like I was but kinda broke myself out of it) I've been drinking a lot more now and I'm just hating how things are going with work and personal life and it sucks because for a while now I've been happy or okay with how things are going... I don't know maybe it's just a bad couple months or something...

Oh and what the fuck Britney? Why are you so crazy? I was rooting for you to succeed!