So it has come to my attention that I acted like a fool this last Thursday when I went out for drinks. I remember going there but most of the night I don't seem to remember a lot what's going on. I'm a complete asshole when I'm THAT drunk and I don't know what has caused me to act that way because things that people said I have said just doesn't add up. I know when you're drunk it seems like the whole truth comes out but seriously, what I expressed to people is really not what I really felt about them or even close to it. I kind of remember being a dick to this one person but I just think I didn't get along with that person to begin with but for me to start attacking other people that I was close to really made me upset at myself.
I do drink a lot, that's no lie. I don't think I have a drinking problem because I can go through days without a drink and be fine. I guess I should cool it down drinking that excessively though because I can really hurt someone that I truly wouldn't want to hurt. I don't know what was up with that night how I attacked everyone around me, I just don't see it making sense of what I was told that I said to people when no where in my mind I thought that about them privately in my head... It was like I was another person or something. The only thing I can really do is apologize for any mishaps.
So, I guess I'm High Maintenance.
This is the exact post I posted on my Tumblr, I usually get more in depth on this blog but as of right now I'm too lazy...Tumblr Page
Went camping for a wedding this weekend… It was fun but I just couldn’t man it out the first night and got a hotel. Even though it’s a cabin with mattresses, we were so unprepared for the night coming with no blankets, pillows, or sheets. The cabin they reserved for us did not have any indoor plumbing so we have to use the outhouse and a pump to wash our hands. I’ll admit it I’m a little high maintenance, so that’s the reason we got a hotel and I paid for it all.
Second day was the wedding and it was fun, but it didn’t even start until everyone left and it was only our people that had stayed and dance the night away. Of course we got all cheesy and serenade to them while they danced in our circle LOL. Congrats to Charly and Ramon I’m sure you have a great future ahead of you.
Third night we actually stayed at the cabin since everyone left I was more comfortable with the people that were left. We went on a grocery store run and pretty much just played board games all night. I’m glad I had this experience but I don’t think I can do this again unless my cabin had indoor plumbing. SERIOUSLY I NEED IT!
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Here are some pictures of the wedding, check me rocking out my shutter shades on the dance floor w00t!
Went camping for a wedding this weekend… It was fun but I just couldn’t man it out the first night and got a hotel. Even though it’s a cabin with mattresses, we were so unprepared for the night coming with no blankets, pillows, or sheets. The cabin they reserved for us did not have any indoor plumbing so we have to use the outhouse and a pump to wash our hands. I’ll admit it I’m a little high maintenance, so that’s the reason we got a hotel and I paid for it all.
Second day was the wedding and it was fun, but it didn’t even start until everyone left and it was only our people that had stayed and dance the night away. Of course we got all cheesy and serenade to them while they danced in our circle LOL. Congrats to Charly and Ramon I’m sure you have a great future ahead of you.
Third night we actually stayed at the cabin since everyone left I was more comfortable with the people that were left. We went on a grocery store run and pretty much just played board games all night. I’m glad I had this experience but I don’t think I can do this again unless my cabin had indoor plumbing. SERIOUSLY I NEED IT!
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Here are some pictures of the wedding, check me rocking out my shutter shades on the dance floor w00t!
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