KC Weekend

Kansas City is where I was at last weekend and it was a good time not the greatest but it was fun nonetheless. I went with my cousins that were female and I really felt the trip was too girly for my taste but I tried to make the best of it. It also didn't help that my cousin also had friends that she also invited so it almost felt like it was a bachelorette party. We went to the Power and Light District and damn, drinks are way overpriced and very weak. I was in a new city on a small vacation and I wanted to get to that high that night but I wasn't going to spend all of the money I bought just to do that. Also the temperature wasn't helping either, it was so hot that we all decided to just get back to the hotel around 10:30.

Relationships. Are They For Everybody?

I don't know what it is, sometimes when I see a couple I have this thing in the back of my mind of how much I dislike them. Could it be me, being jealous? I really don't go out trying to hook up with anybody or try to find that special somebody to be with. I always tell myself that I don't even care if I ever find that "special someone" or if I even want to get married. So why is it that I have this feeling of jealousy when I see some couples that are so in love with each other? Perhaps a part of me do want that now, and I'm kind of allowing that part of myself that hates relationship to try to give it another shot. I mean it's always nice to have that special person you can always trust, who will always fight for you, who's always on your side through the good or bad.

Some people are fine being independent and does real well without being attached to anyone. I wanted to be that, I want to solve my own problems, I want to live my life without anyone's help or even their sympathy. I'm going to continue to not go out there searching for that someone but if the time comes, I shouldn't be pushing it away. And for now on I'll work harder on that jealousy feeling, it's a very ugly characteristic of a person's personality and I don't want that to get the best of me.

This 4th of July Didn't Consist of Much Fireworks

I don't really get excited for fireworks much anymore, I think it's because all the years I was at my grandma's house I kind of got phased out by them. She use to live over the river by what use to be called "Sec Taylor Stadium" and what is now called Principle Park. Around this time of the year we would hear the fireworks go off after every game and people would drive over that hill to watch the fireworks and the family would go in the backyard in our all ready perfect view of the fireworks. I use to get excited every year watching them but it's always the same show, nothing very impressive.

Actually this whole 3 day weekend I didn't much at all beside spend most of it with my family or home playing video games and catching up with my recorded TV. Friday I did go out but I wasn't really feeling the places we went but for some reason I thought I should stay. Before I was planning on going out for 80/35, those who are not from Iowa it's a music festival with bands local and national performing for 2 nights. Usually I would be all about it being one of those people who gets a few drinks in them and jamming to their favorite bands those nights. I pretty much turned everybody down Saturday night, I just wasn't down for this year's Independence Day or something.

I am really eager to get out of this state for a while though... Me and my cousin are spending a weekend in Kansas City next week just to be out, I just wanted some time off from Iowa and the people here. Not that I don't love you all, it's nice to take a break sometimes.

So I went to Justin Bieber this week and I actually had a lot of fun. A few photos are below but I'll link you also to my album on Facebook. I wasn't sure of going actually but if you may not know I was heavily involved in Des Moines Iowa Asian Heritage Festival and we actually had the group Legaci be our headliners last year and now they are Justin's backup singers. Pretty cool from where they got to and of course I had to go and support them on stage. It was nice too that they actually had a little time to hang out with us a little too.






More photos can be seen here Facebook Album

I Blog When I'm Bored

So where am I at today? Well I’m still living at the parents’ house, living paycheck by paycheck from a job I don’t really like but that can also easily get rid of me. Things not really looking up but at least I have a job and I guess I’ll just continue to pretend that I have a pretty good handle on life and everything is going just great…

The only thing that I can really look forward to right now is purchasing a freaking phone. It seems like that’s the only thing that is obtainable to me at this time. I do come here a lot to vent it seems but writing is definitely something that releases stress for me, well stress and music and that’s what I’m doing right now listening to my John Legend and typing away what’s on my mind.

It’s Saturday by the way and I decided to stay in tonight. I really should keep myself busier because when I’m out with some friends I just don’t care about the little things but when I’m by myself like tonight I start to think. I’ll stop making these boring entries… No one wants to read this, I mean I don’t know if I would read this entry if I was someone outside.