So where am I at today? Well I’m still living at the parents’ house, living paycheck by paycheck from a job I don’t really like but that can also easily get rid of me. Things not really looking up but at least I have a job and I guess I’ll just continue to pretend that I have a pretty good handle on life and everything is going just great…
The only thing that I can really look forward to right now is purchasing a freaking phone. It seems like that’s the only thing that is obtainable to me at this time. I do come here a lot to vent it seems but writing is definitely something that releases stress for me, well stress and music and that’s what I’m doing right now listening to my John Legend and typing away what’s on my mind.
It’s Saturday by the way and I decided to stay in tonight. I really should keep myself busier because when I’m out with some friends I just don’t care about the little things but when I’m by myself like tonight I start to think. I’ll stop making these boring entries… No one wants to read this, I mean I don’t know if I would read this entry if I was someone outside.
