This is going to be like another journal entry, i just have nothing really interesting going on and I feel like just writing a little...
So as you know my sister has came back from California, she had to move back for a while because she has broken up with her boyfriend over there but they left on good terms. It's just that he's moving back to Los Angeles without really giving her a notice she didn't have time to try to look for something else at the time for a new place so she had to actually quit her job with Conde Naste and move back to Des Moines for a little while. She is planning on moving down back to Los Angeles again at the end of September and for me I totally feel like it's an opportunity to also get down there with her to start a whole new "life" down there in LA LA Land.
I kind of feel weird living back with my sister again at my parents' house. It's kind of weird but I felt I had more freedom with her gone. I feel like she's always looking over me and it's just weird. I don't have a friendly relationship with her I still her see as an older sibling so I feel like I can't really talk to her about my day as much because I'm afraid she'll judge me or something. She actually expressed that a couple weeks ago and I really didn't even think about it until she said that. I am doing this to myself and I gotta be more open in our relationship because if I'm planning on moving down there with her we gotta communicate and be friends not just brother and sister. So I have been trying to be more talkative with her but there is still some place where I don't talk to her much about. It's almost her birthday right now and she's planning on taking a vacation to New York with her ex-boyfriend I thought it was kind of weird but whatever... Hopefully I'll have the money to move out with her or at least find a job right away out there that pays nicely...
