Showing posts with label eds. Show all posts
Showing posts with label eds. Show all posts

I don't know... Let's stop this consistancy! I need advancements!

Broke my iPhone over the weekend... (Supposedly I threw it at a car...) I was really really drunk, I'm embarrassed for anything I did... I completely don't remember, but what I've been told, I'm sorry for whoever was offended and whoever was in my way of my drunken wrath. I know it's a bad night when I wake up naked in my bed, whole hand was bleeding and there's unflushed vomit in the toilet (Thank god I made it to the toilet!)



Either way... This just gaves me an excuse to get the new 3G iPhone that surprisingly I didn't get the day of the release. I actually got the white iPhone the very next day. Someone help me with my damn expenses, I just can't stop myself sometimes.



Another thing... I think I'm at a stage again where I hate my job (once again) I go in and out of this stage continuously and for some reason I can't just get myself to leave. I seriously go into work whenever I want and leave whenever I want. I basically feel like I'm wasting my time. They have stopped given me any new responsibilities. All the people that I try to assist are just complete dumbasses, I'm surprised that we hire some of these people for technical support. Today I took a 3 hour lunch and no one has seem to questioned me about it. I know people would love to have my position of not going on phones and all of your bosses don't give a damn what you do, but as I do this everyday I lose more and more motivation to keep up what I'm there for. I think I need to talk to someone about this, I mean I know I'm better than this.

I kind of want some attention there...
I feel like I'm at a complete lost...
I feel my time is just getting wasted when I can get more from it...
I'm walking a flat road with no more mountains to move to higher ground...
I basically want people to need me.

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Hmm... Looking Back on my Entries

I was just browsing through my past blog entries and realized how immature I was on a lot of them... I swore and complained a lot about how unsettling my life has been... It's funny because it seems like I don't even go through what I wrote a second time to edit it or think about if something I wrote up would affect me in any way. I guess I really made a disclaimer for myself in the 'about me' section that whatever I say I just meant it at the time and to not take it serious... speaking of...

So if you're following me on twitter that's great! But I guess I made an update that sounded pretty 'EMO' I was just trying to express myself how much I hate working at the place I'm at saying that I just want to get out of there and I rather cut myself or something... I guess people were worried about me saying those things that they literally was freaking out trying to give me a call or direct messaging me... Here's my excuse for not picking up the phone or direct messaging back... I was walking the floor at work assisting other agents. If you work at my job for some reason coverage on the floor is awful (ironic because we're a call center for a cellphone provider) I wasn't in front of a computer with twitter and my phone updates I don't acknowledge all the time because I get tons of update via text on twitter. Someone thought to go to the extreme to call my boss to check up on me... Wow, I don't know what to think about that, I'll be honest I was little embarrassed about it but whatever I'll get over it... I'm not crazy though I'm completely stable... that brings me to another subject...

I have a person who is being a little weird, this person is always suggesting that they're depressed, having relationship issues or whatever but... I don't know I think they're just doing it for attention not because of depression... They cut themselves but is completely open about cutting... So they're just telling the world I'm crazy give me attention I need it bad. I really don't have much experience with this at all but I was aware that people that are depressed are not ok to share this or share the fact they cut themselves they would totally be closed off and not express themselves in any way. I don't know whatever if I believe it was a serious thing I would say something but I really don't so I'll just have it as is... I don't know I guess some you guys can comment on what you think about that or anything really, I do read all comments so feel free to do so (you do not have to register to create a comment)

Finding a Job sucks!


So I've been looking around trying to find a damn job because I'm sick of the place I'm at (EDS) and I think my department is soon to be going downhill... So I have my resume around at Monster.com and Careerbuilders.com with just weird offering that I'm not interested or even qualified to even work. Those searches are messed up. I think what I got a list of opening based on my resume and what I'm looking for and on top of the list was a High School Principal... Yeah like I'm qualified for that position... All I really have experience in unfortunately is Customer Service (Call Center) I don't want to sell things and most call centers seem to be paying just as much as where I currently work at.

I get calls from some random places and they offer such weird positions like one is to do a Tax Auction, which I've done before and hated it... It's like a one or two day thing where they call out your number to see if you want that property or something... I'll pass, there's another offer from a group saying they are a branch of citigroup which when I googled their name it came up with a lot of fraud entries, they were also very shady on the phone as well. Like not explaining exactly what they do over the phone and they just wanted me to show up to see if I'm interested before going on with the next meeting or whatever... Yeah it's weird so I passed. I did get one interview in at ADP... oh man that was HELL.

Let's start by saying interviews are not my strongest I am really bad at interviews I just can't for the life of me speak correctly and just stutter throughout the whole time, never being able to get out what I want... anyway here's my story on that. I thought I got it all together I googled some common questions that are asked in interviews and just answered it like I was talking to someone I practiced in front of the mirror over and over trying to get myself hyped for it. I ironed my clothes and all for the next day and set the alarm for 6:15 which my interview was at 8:00am. Well I woke up at 7:50! My alarm was actually set for 6:15PM instead of AM! OMG! I was freaking! I tried to get ready as fast as I could... and drove all the way to the west side for the interview being late and just apologizing to the interviewer saying I had a hard time finding the place when I knew exactly where it was... Oh God I usually prepare myself while driving like just go over what I'm going to say about myself before going in but I didn't have the time and I was just freaking out about being late. Going back to the interview... I just couldn't pull it together everything I practiced the night before went out the window and I just felt like a complete dumbass throughout the whole interview he asked me a question and I was stuck I just didn't know what to say, I think I literally said I don't know. OMG! Worse interview I had ever had! If I was him I woudln't have hired me either! The interview was on Friday (5/30/08) and on Monday (06/02/08) I got an email that there going with someone else... DUH!

This may be far-fetched but if someone is hiring in Des Moines, IA! Here's my resume... (I modified my address and phone number for obvious reasons but I did leave my email)
...Or if you're the person who thinks my resume needs tweaking of any kind go ahead comment me below or email me
Microsoft Word .doc
PDF File

Mexico Trip (Part Five): Beach

I don't really feel like typing but here's a small video of the beach we were at on the Friday (05/02/08). I'll do more blogging but today I'm not into it

Mexico Trip (Part Four): Award Ceremony & Club Chocolate? (05/01/08)

So there's Semi-Formal dinner in the evening and I came to Mexico dreading about wearing something "formal" but what I planned out wearing is "formal" but on a younger kind of cool perspective. I had a pink striped button down from Express that I unbutton pretty low, a dark navy blazer and pants from The Gap that I left the blazer unbuttoned, Some chucks and sunglasses. I thought hey I look pretty good so whatever I'm not going to conform to their terms. We all took group pictures before the dinner in "The Garden" it was so hot out, It's not fair to all the guys that are wearing the suit jackets we're probably all sweating standing on risers.

After the picture session, there was an open bar in the hallway in front of the Ballroom where we had dinner. I tried taking advantage of that kept going up there for Rum and Cokes and Margaritas. There was some Mexican drummers or whatever that was keeping us entertained before the dinner and some of us thought it'd be cool to take pictures and drum with them... I wasn't one of them...

The odd thing about dinner is that we didn't select our seats, they assigned our seats and none of the Des Moines people sat next to each other we all sat with people from other parts of Sprint. It was kind of cool because it's a way to get to know who and what goes on in Sprint. Another thing which kind of made me realize is that it's different because we're outsourced we're not really internal Sprint we don't get their benefits or their pay or a lot of their "insider information"... I felt a little out of place, like I wasn't actually good enough almost... I don't know... They served wine there so I kept drinking up that's pretty much the best thing to do. While we were sitting though we did have a little Award Ceremony for the people that has won the Crown Club twice or more. They all went up on stage and took a picture with an award that I guess we all had once we came back home. Funny thing about the winners... My boy Dan King had some fun going up there, he actually didn't win twice there was a mix up, there's actually more than one Dan King which really screwed up a lot of their trip as well with the rooms and activities. So I guess when they had the 2x winners someone tapped him on the shoulder and asked if he was Dan King, of course yeah he is, they told him he should be going up... I did not understand what was going on when he was up there. I thought our call center was the first time to qualify for this trip and he won twice? After that event I got what happened LOL. They had some more speakers... blah blah blah, and showed up where next year's destination would be for the Crown Club Trip it will be in the Dominican Republic.

Dinner was nice, it started out with some kind of weird wanton looking thing and salad. I'm so glad they served Fillet Minon, I really wanted some steak so that just came right on time! I don't know much to say about dinner just some conversation and eating not much a do there... Afterwards though it was time for the "Club Chocolate" night. It's interesting time, it's out in the courtyard area of the Hotel there were comfortable seating around and they were offering cigars. See I'm not a smoker at all, I actually hate smoking plenty but what I thought was we're in Mexico Bitch...It's time to look cool with a cigar and drink in my hand dressing all fancy. I don't know about that night we talked with some people but it wasn't really all great and it ended at 11pm. Towards the end though there was another higher person above MM that wanted to take us all out, I was down but it doesn't seem anyone else was so we kind of just stood that group up. I thought the night was just going to end right there but actually we found our hotel neighbors from North Carolina asking if we wanted to go out with them... Yes of course it's a whole new crowd non Des Moines and Winchester so it's a new experience...

We all rode cabs downtown. I think we ended at a club called Helio. For some odd reason we had VIP access there and had a seat next to the DJ and got completely Crunked up there. It was actually a real fun night just hanging out with strangers at a foreign country just partying. Taking shots there from the bar ladies is interesting, they have these girls with whistles that throw down 3-5 shots down your throat and spin your head in circles sometimes they put your head in their clevage or in this case they took your shirt off and put hot wax on your nipples... I don't know... Mexicans? We chilled there and then went down to the dance floor and did a little 1, 2, step, Girls are ridiculous if I remembered correctly this chick that was all over the bar with fake breast was showing off everything and even took another girl with her on the bar and just going "Girls Gone Wild." It's MAJOR I tell ya. I was pretty intoxicated after a while so I'm going to end most of it there... We went back to the hotel and passed out, tomorrow we had to do snorkling.

HAHA Check out these Bar Pictures we took, MAN it was funnier when I saw them the next day!







Where the HELL did this balloon hat come from?


Yeah... That's something huh?


~Fin

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